It's all over.

I know probably no one reads this blog anyway, but my last blog entry will probably be this month; in fact, this might very well be my last blog entry here. I got let go from my job. Since there's basically no possible way I can get re-hired elsewhere in 30 days, this is where my adventure ends. It's been a great ride, but today, "Great" Teacher Inuzuka is dead. (Note the quotation marks; I'm not great -- just the opposite.) The ride is over.

Where will I go from here? I'll tell you exactly where I'll go from here. Since finding a job in 30 days or less is going to be next to impossible, on July 1st (or around that date), I will be going back home, where every day for the next ... well, eternity ... will consist of getting up early, looking for jobs, going in for interviews and being rejected by every company, all the while feeling like the job search is never going to end, and I am never going to amount to anything. If I'm lucky, I can find some dead-end job where I work for just barely enough to scrape by, and my life will be incredibly dull and stressful, but at least not as bad as being at home. Still, even that's reserved for those with talent and/or experience.

Either way, nothing even remotely noteworthy is ever going to happen to me again, and certainly no lucky breaks will come my way, so this blog will probably end with either this post or another one later this month or on the day I leave. From today, I have 30 bearable days left in my life.

Someone, please end my life right now. I'm begging you. Please do not let me live to see July 1st.

I don't belong here. There's not a single place on the face of the Earth where I belong. Please, someone, rid the world of my presence.

This is Shintarou Inuzuka signing off. Good-bye.