Epic fail

For the second time this week, I managed to end up in a ditch. This time, it was made even worse with a police officer giving me a $200 ticket because I couldn't control my vehicle. This, of course, brings my debt up to roughly $5000.

I really now wish that I would just disappear from this world, preferably for good; that's the only way that this is going to stop happening, and really, I contribute nothing of value to this world anyway -- just a bunch of below-average voice acting that maybe 2 or 3 people actually like. You'd all be better off if I were to just disappear. Not like there's any other release from the ever-increasing mound of troubles. In fact, things would be better if I was never born, and I do seriously wish that I hadn't been born.

In before: It's A Wonderful Life. Not even a guardian angel would be able to find a damn thing.
In before: Don't kill yourself! I'm not THAT desperate to disappear that I'd purposely kill myself.

This experiment I call living is a tremendous failure.